one thing after i arrived and i miss it so much

I was very homesick. smelled thealways  scent though far.. I just grind my feet on my second home. Bandung. Yes, about a few hours ago I fell from my travel and step right foot to my place. Although its not quite the same way, the scent is different, but I'm comfortable to stop in it. I don't know how many stories I nock my right at every step. What is clear is only one thing, Bandung really helped me avoid it .. even little by little I forgot about it. Although every time I come home it's always there and often present as a white pen to paper . At least I didn't stay long trapped in the shackles of that, things are really, really hated for somechildren who have them. But I always think about how the situation there? is everything getting better? or worse? sometimes I don't ever want to know the outcome .. selfish? should do so."Don't always feel that you are the most pathetic person in the world" indeed irony, but we need something that does not make us feel not have anyone.it's real